THISISJOHN

I have been comfortable
Under the white clouds
Sunny days of seeing clear
Full of love and happiness

My fuckuptrainwreck
All but a blur
In my rearview mirror

I am finally starting
To breathe again!

And deep down, I know
The illusion is fading
Hell's large rusty locks
Are appearing, suddenly
Before me
Smiling
Laughing

A bullet, for my thoughts