THISISJOHN

do i haunt you, an eternal ghost?
do you remember my form, my voice
a sweet buzz and my smell, do you?
am i so distant that your mind is fuzzy?

its crazy how one song, one band
can trigger you so deep, in me
i thought i am fine, everything
tucked far far away
where not even the best of me
could find you there

and now the flood, the songs
our old old house, our dreams
the names we had for children

you really fucked me up